Sunday, December 30, 2007

HE Contacted After Less Than a Week

I went on NC with HIM. I didn't think I would ever hear from HIM again. And then HE texted me before the week was up, telling me HE ran into a friend of mine somewhere. And HE asked if I went for a gathering which happened LAST WEEK. I replied, so you saw her, ok and which gathering you talking about? HE explained, I told him I was busy consulting my dean regarding a possible master's degree. And HE was like, good on you, go for it, don't be like me.. HE also mentioned "All the brownie points I've earned are now expired" and HE went as far as to mention "You're the best gf I've had. Now I know why people say it's so hard to forget your first". Never replied.

And HE sent text after text that night which I only replied to two:
HIM: If I were to go on this trip to genting (a mountain top theme park we went to last Valentine's), you wanna come along?
Me: *silence*
HIM: Cos maybe I might be going with my friends
Me: No thanks
HIM: Can you tell me your other terms again? Besides wanting to meet my friends.
Me:*sents some random lines from a chinese song which I know he won't understand to aggravate him* and then continues ignoring him

HIM: It takes years to build up trust and only suspicion, not proof to destroy it
HIM: Stuff I learned, the people you care most about leave too soon, and the less important ones just won't go away.

And HE came on MSN asking me if I were there, and proceed to mention that I seem busy these days, and I simply said "yes, I'm quite busy" and HE said "new bf?" and I never replied.

At 3.30am HE texted again:
I wish I could turn back time.

And a nice long essay in text form followed:
I guess it's time for me to tell my part of my story. First of all, my biggest regret is making you stay up til so late just to chat with me. I find it now so very selfish of me. I can still remember the first time we kissed. You didn't like it at all. You said it was disgusting. It all happened on your bed with you know what song playing. Looking back on things, it has definitely come a long way. Just look at the way you can kiss now. Full of passion I would say. To be truthful, I liked you at first because of your goody two shoes look. (You weren't that fat too back then). Maybe it's because I'm such a good cook *chuckles* Ah! There were also the sms without any spaces as we were trying to type as much as we can without wasting money. Sms-es were kinda expensive back then at 20 cents. Then there was also the job I took at gurney so that we're able to see each other more often. I still remembered when you waited downstairs for as I went for the interview. Then I was asked to bring you upstairs. Actually there has been no major fights between us so far. I only remembered losing my temper and threw some cds out of the window. Who could forget the apartment stays at eddy's aunt's place. And the time where I stayed over at your place til I was dragged home. The time when we went to cold storage to get oranges because I turned up empty handed at your house. We then drove to your aunt's place. But it wasn't a happy new year as you received some bad comment (note to readers: from his parents) Not to forget genting. Long live Solero Space Shots! We had sushi, and McDonald's for breakfast.

And a third text: If you're free I'd like to go out for a drink with you.
To this I replied hours later, "I'll let you know when I'm free"
And just went back into NC

Hours later HE texted back saying "Wow. I used to say that to you. Now you're saying it back to me. What goes around comes around". I never replied...NC

And at 3am this morning again HE texted "Happy new year"
I have no intention of replying.

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