There is honestly two types of guys I will have an inclination to. Alluring Aries and Sexy Scorpios. *Laughs* Seriously. I get along well with guys born under these signs.
Firstly, there is Daryll, darling godbro. He's an Aries. And we have a very good connection with each other. I can tell him anything and everything. I remembered when both my grandmothers passed away at around the same time. I was in a bit of a mess, because I was close to them. Daryll was such a comfortable friend back then, always with me and making sure I was ok. I appreciate that it hadn't been easy for him. It is hard to find words to say to someone whose loved one has departed. I experienced the exact same thing with Elf. Was I attracted to him? Haha, rather..to be honest. But I didn't know what exactly I was attracted to. Not that "Oh my God...I just need to have you" kind of attraction. We are just really comfortable friends. I mean we can sit together and our arms or legs would casually touch and we know that it's really nothing. I would be totally comfortable punching him and he could just put his arm around me without feeling awkward. Somehow we just know that we'll always be good friends and "siblings".
Then there's HIM. HE's arrogant and so full of himself that I was much attracted to him from the start. HE was good-looking and smart and funny. We always had things to talk about and things were really passionate between us. So we don't have sex, our relationship was that of one founded on pure love. Things ended. Though I wish it hadn't, there is not much that I can do about it. HE was an Aries too. Still is, in fact.
Kok Chee I worked with when I was 17. He's Scorpio. I won't say we had much in common, coming from different backgrounds, him, from a Chinese speaking one, and myself, from an English speaking one, we just don't click that well. But there was something about him I found attractive. His height? They way he carried himself? They way he worked so hard? I don't know.
Recently there was this guy, it's better not to say who, a Scorpio too. We had lots in common I guess, except coming from different backgrounds. Attracted to him? Rather. He isn't at all good-looking but I do think he is endearing in his own way. And he also is a bit older, so I would go so far as to say he is wise in years. I don't know what will happen in the future. I don't think I can see myself with him, it will be a very complicated relationship if anything were to happen, because of our connections. It just wouldn't be wise and would involve much hurt and betrayal. Besides, I still love HIM.
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